hmmm..mistakes again?

when I was first promised .. I went through heavy situation worse n worse .. no no, I'm just not willing to destroy the sense of a new relationship that I was with him when he created .. unfortunately I know how close you dear Iqmal, Do not ever doubt what had happened between us .. I have promised you that I will not do anything that will hurt your self again .. but you have to understand all of what happened that there were deficiencies and mistakes